New Moon Mending Heart ch 10 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 10
Jacob and I go back to the couch hand in hand. I flash a smile towards him and he smiles back. I love him so much. I think to myself. I start to giggle again and his smile grows. I get on my tiptoes and stretch towards his face and he leans down so I can kiss him.
I love Jake so much. I look at him face but don't see that sparkle in his eyes that I did. Weird I think to myself. Oh well
I get up to sit in Jakes lap. I lay my cheek on his chest and he wraps his arms around me. I don't deserve him I think to myself and sigh happily. His arms tighten around me and his breath is back to the usual unevenness. Well not nesscarily uneven but it s
New Moon Mending Heart ch 9 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 9
Edward is holding me close to him. He has me in a ball, cradled in his arms. I am relaxed in his arms, never wanting to leave. Then he kisses me. I stare at him in a daze. Then I see Jacob, looking hurt, massively hurt. His agonizing eyes stare coldly at Edward, and longingfully at me, those eyes I can not meet with...
I wake up with an ache in my chest, breathing heavily. I will not leave Jake! I think sternly in my head. I'm not sure if I can with how Edward won't stay away from me. I hear a knock on the door. I grown to myself as I open it.
"Hey Bella..." I hear Jakes voice and I suddenly brighten up. "Sorry, did you not want me..."
I
New Moon Mending Heart ch 8 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 8
The next day I venture off to Jake's garage but yet again he's not there. I decide to go to the beach, a place where Edward isn't allowed. I decide to lay on the beach and put my feet in the water. After awhile I get bored and even though I don't want to leave I leave.
As I leave I remember I need to go to the grocery store. As I'm in the grocery store I see Edward Cullen. He tries to approach me but I keep avoiding him. Finally I try to avoid walking in to someone and my back bumps into him. He turns me around and securely hugs me. I try to squirm out of his arms but fail miserably. Why? Why? Why?! I scream in my head.
"Bella," He murmur
New Moon Mending Heart ch 7 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 7
And I dream... I dream of Jacob being mine forever, I dream of our future together, I dream of a family we might have someday, but then I dream of Edward, Edward coming in and ruining it all. I begin to scream, screaming until I wake myself up.
I open my eyes and see Jake. He I couldn't ask for more in my life, besides wanting this piercing pain in my chest to go away. Edward Cullen is such a jerk! I screamed in my head. He caused me so much pain leaving, then seeing him for that brief second after months of having him gone and having all the pain fill me just as much as it did the first time he left. I shake my head. Jacob looks at my cu
New Moon Mending Heart ch 6 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 6
I am sleeping lightly, so I hear it when Charlie comes in.
"She's here, but no screaming..." Charlies sighs to himself in relief and leaves the room. I sigh to myself as well, and snuggle my blankets to my face.
I open my eyes and sigh again. Sleep won't come to me! This really sucks. I decide turn a little lamp on and pull out my copy of Wuthering Heights. I read a few chapters and then try for sleep again, luckily this time it comes.
The next day I drive down to Jake's house.
"Hey Billy," I say when he opens the door.
"Hey Bella!" Billy greets warmly.
"Is Jake here?" I ask.
"Nope, Sorry." He says and laughs happily. "He's out with fr
New Moon Mending Heart ch 5 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 5
All my time is now dedicated to Jake. I do admit I did ventured off to the medow once, but instead of gleeful joy I felt emptiness. I simply had to let go. I love Jake so much now. I can't tell him that though, what if he just thinks of us as friends... I sigh to myself, pondering what to do. I decide to do what I think is best, I go to his house, I need to tell him, the worse he can do is not return the feelings and not want to be my friend anymore... Like Edward I whince at the pitter-patter of his name in my head. I'm slowly getting over him the more time I spend with Jake, but it still hurts sometimes.
I pull up into Jakes driveway. He p
New Moon Mending Heart ch 4 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 4
"This is reckless and childish and idiotic, Bella," The velvet voice fumed. Exactly what I wanted. I pay to much attention and it shocked me more then it should that I some how managed to end up under the bike.
"Bella!" I hear Jake say, his voice thick with worry as he lifts the bike off of me.
"Told you so," the perfect voice murmered, crystal clear.
"Bella?" Jacob shook my shoulder.
"I'm fine," I mumbled, dazed.
I actually was more than fine. The voice in my head was back; that doesn't sound like something to rejoyce about but I am! The voice is back, beautiful in my ears ---such soft and velvety echoes.
The adrenaline was back in my
New Moon Mending Heart ch 3 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 3
After a couple days after that I am driving home from work. As I am driving home I see two motorcycles in the Markses' driveway. I ask if I could buy then because they are for sale. They just give them to me.
I ponder where I could go to get these things repaired. I guess I could use some of my money from my savings. I sigh. then it hits me. I want to go to Jake's, maybe he can help me.
I call Charlie up for directions and am on my way. As I drove up to the Black's house I see Jacob peeking through the window.
He sprints down and meets me halfway to the driveway.
"Bella!" He grins at me and hugs me.
"Hey Jake...?" I lightly hug back.
Wh
New Moon Mending Heart ch 2 by EmoBunnyBells, literature
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New Moon Mending Heart ch 2
It been a month now; since my Edward left. You'd think with time it would soothe the pain; but for me it makes it worse. I cannot believe it's been a month. Time seems to be going so slowly. But I guess time passes, even for me.
"Bells, you should go out." Charlie suggests
I nod absently and say "Yeah, sure."
Charlie eyes me.
"I have plans to go to the movies" I lie.
Charlie nods and leaves.
I sigh, Now I need to make some plans.
I see Jessica.
"Hey." I say to her and she looks confused. "Wana go to the movies?" I ask.
"Um? Sure?" She replies.
We walk in Port Angeles, and then I see something that catches my eye. I see some men I am